i bought a new mattress ytd...finally...after three years...i was dreaming of it since i was in the first yr of my degree...my parents bought me a cheap mattress when i moved into my new house at that time...and i promised to myself that i will get a new one...sooner or later...now that i got it, i feel very very satisfied (plus the fact that i bought it with my OWN money...) and i am very happy, of course...

( i don't know exactly how i feel...but it's a wonderful feeeling 
though..) i was waiting for three yrs to get that thing...now that i got it, it's like a sweet victory for me (hmm..i think i was just over exaggerate myself...hehe...)

it reminds me of my childhood days...whenever i wanted something, i want it straight away...i don't care if my parents could afford it or not...i just could not wait...if they didn't get me the things that i want, i would end up saying that they didn't love me...didn't care for me...and would start thinking that i was an adopted child...come to think about it again, i felt very guilty to them for my bad attitude (mama, abah...sorry...)

now, i learned to accept the fact that i cannot hv all the things that i want (n also accept the fact that i'm always out of money n have to call my parents in the middle of the month, asking for some more...huhu...) i learned to appreciate all the things that i hv...n learned to be patience, i WILL get the things that i want...it's just the matter of time...rite...???

my bedroom's new look....