Sometimes I would think that I'm a freak....and I always wonder...Why am I like that...???
Why can't I just be be like other people...???

Why do I think so...???

#1
I am very particular with my clothes....Once it touched my body, I have to wash it...and I want it to be washed my WAY...I mean...using my own detergent, and also my own fabric softener....I don't like my clothes to smell like my friend's or my family's...I just used one kind of detergent and softener...and I don't like to change them, unless somebody in my house is using the same softener like me....I always believe that I'm unique...so I can't accept if somebody in my house have the same smell with me....haha...poyo gila...

#2
I can't use soaps...my skin will be like 'katak puru' if I try to use them...I have to use only shower cream @ gel...The same goes for detergent...I have to choose wisely and buy in a small pack first to see if my skin can tolerate the detergent....or else I will end up with all the bruises around my hands and fingers....my sisters always say that I have a 'cap ayam' skin...hehe...

#3
I like things to be in order....I like my clothes to be folded and arranged in group...t-shirts should be put with t-shirts...and arrange them in order, from the sleeveless to short-sleeved to long-sleeved..and sometimes I even arrange them according to their colors...I even arrange my money...from the big to small notes...with the governor's picture on the right...that's why when somebody just stack any notes in my wallet, I will realize it...and I will be asking around...."sapa buh duit dalam purse aku ha...?"

I like all my things to be in order...I will arrange my books according to their size...from the biggest to the smallest...and I will arrange my magazines according to their months @ issues...When I arranged my furniture @ flowers @ decorative items, I will make sure that they will have the same angle, and the same space with one another....

#4
I hate green...I never buy any clothes in green....(except for my last yr 
baju kurung for hari raya...but it's my mom who bought it....)
You cannot find any green items in my collection...hehe....that's why my friends always said that I will end up wearing green outfit for my wedding because I hate that color so much...hahaa...we'll see...

#5
I had problems to really like a guy....For this past 23 years, I only have a crush on ONE guy....but, he's dead...and no point talking about him anymore....and I'm still looking for the same feeling that I felt during that time when I really like somebody....It's just hard for me...I may like this guy today...but once I get to know him closer, the feelings will go away just like that....I've had a boyfriend once...but I never really fancied him...may be I was just flattered with his words...that's why I thought I like him...hmmm....but I'm not a lesbian ok...I fancied guys..but there's no one who can really touch my heart like my first crush did...hehe.....not yet...

#6
I will never sleep on my bed during the day...If I did, I will be sleeping upside down....I rather sleep on the floor....Once I tidied my bed, nobody can sleep or sit on it....not even ME...that will pissed me off....my housemates knew about this...and if somebody comes to our home, and just sit on my bed while I'm sitting on the floor, you can see the look on their face...haha...they knew that I DON"T like it....



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Do you think I'm a freak too...???
Hehe....