Dear diary,
What hv I done...??? why do I still hope for something that will never happen...??? why is it hard for me to get over the person who really doesn't care about me, about my feeling anymore...???
why....????
why....????
Alhamdulillah, he got the job...and why am I feeling happy for him...??? why...??
why can't I just hate him...???
Does he knows how hurt I am when I looked at his comment...??
Does he knows how much I suffer, trying to forget him....??
Does he knows how much pain I go through since I knew about this....??
Does he knows that he broke my heart into pieces when I read the words I LOVE U FOREVER that he wrote for another woman....????
Does he knows that...???
All I wanted is an explanation...is it hard to do...???
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Am I just too stupid to still hope for him....????
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Nurul & Zam
mmm...kte rase nyesal la plak bg ude tgk tadi...takpe la...nnti sy remove bookmarks tu ke...tak pyh la kte amik tau lagi ekk...mmg susah sgt nak survive...ude doa la byk2 mntk petunjuk dari allah..mmg ssh nak lupe org...sy tau cam ne rase tu...takpe...kalo ade jodoh ade la...sabar byk2 tau...kte ken survive gak...one day die pasti akan dtg mntk maaf kat kte...insyaallah...jg diri baik2 tau...kte pasti akan berjaya gak..mengalah bkn bererti kte kalah.living well is the best revenge for him.hahaha...aja..aja..fighting!!!!!!