I just finished my experiment this week...so it means more time for me to think about myself and other things that I really didn't care before this...

And I've been doing a lot of thinking lately...

I mean A LOT....

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I remember the time when we're young...Our teachers and parents always told us not to lie...

They would say....

"Jangan tipu....berdosa....nanti masuk neraka...."

And we were frightened...and made a promise never to lie to anyone....

But now, when we grow up, we often forget about that promise...

For some of us, it has been a habit to lie...lies become apart of our life....when we're late for classes, we will tell our lecturers that our car broke down....or our alarm went off.....

When we make mistakes, we will blame someone else...

When we're late to hand in our assignment, we will tell them that our computer got viruses...or our computer hang...or our computer blow out....

When our parents asked us where we are, we will tell them we're in the class or having group discussion while the truth is we're somewhere else, having fun...

So....why we always broke the promise we've made....???

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Here's the situation....

You have a boyfriend and you love him so much...so much that you would do anything for him...After helping him doing everything he asked you, you accidentally read his sms...saying that he misses his x-girlfriend....What do you feel....?? What would you do....????

If it's not enough, he lied to you again, saying that his X is married to other guy...How stupid are you to believe that after reading his sms....???

When you give him another chance, he keeps on lying to you that he doesn't have any feelings for his X anymore...while he still contacting her behind your back....

he just added you in his friendster after so long...and you saw a family picture....when you asked him whose picture is that, he just told you it's a secret...while you know that it's his X's photo....

He keeps on using you to do all his works, you become his punching bag...whenever he's angry with someone or something, he will let it out to you....All this time, he keeps telling you that he loves you...and wannna marry you...while he has chosen his X to be his wife....

Lastly, when he got all the things he wants...he tried to get away from you....he lied again...saying that he has family problems....his friendster and e-mail have been hacked....and that the hacker accidentally delete you from his list of friends in his friendster....and that his mother didn't like the photo of you and him in your friendster and asked you to delete it....while the truth is he didn't want his X to see that picture because he was planning to add her in his friends' list....

Well, all this while you know that he was lying...but he didn't know that you knew it....so, to clean his name, he made up a story that you have been with someone as a couple during the first time you and him broke up....That's the reason why he didn't want you....how stupid it is when everyone knows that you never had any relationship with that guy like what he accused..??? you and him was a close friend..that's all...

Then, when you realize that's too much...what would you do....???? How do you feel when you know that all this while, you're with the big fat liar....??? How would you react....???? Do you still think that he's worth it...???? Do you think that he deserve another chance....????

Think about it....

But to me....

If someone ever did that thing to me....I will never ever give him any chance....No Way....!!!
Who does he think he is...??

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You can do something bad to other person today...but remember that one day, you'll get it back...
Because...
"What goes around, comes around..."